i now live across the river. i feel weird.

i have a bag full of things that are not mine. i feel weird about returning them to certain people.

i have been applying for jobs (four now). my parents say that i shouldn't let my current boss(es) know i'm leaving until i absolutely have a job (okay not absolutely, but not until it looks like i am in the running for a job). i don't like this because a) the move is certain and b) i just feel weird not telling them. it doesn't feel good. my parents say i have to protect myself but i think if my bosses knew i was leaving they would be proud of me and if there was some weird freakish thing (knock on wood) that prevented the move (even temporarily), that they would be okay with me staying.

i miss my cat.

um...nick's house is awesome. my room is huge. the walls are red. i like the artwork.

i don't remember what else. i just feel weird.